Love Unspoken
Author: Dolwen
Nikki’s POV
Here I am
baby-sitting once again for him. Ugh, I like his little girl he’s just so
damned annoying. Hailie’s adorable blonde hair, blue eyes,
adorable. If I ever have a little girl I want her to look like her. But
I can’t have a life; I’m stuck with Susie, little precious Susie. How can
anyone tolerate HER? She’s more annoying then Mr. Mathers.
Yeah, I
know she cant help it and I feel bad for her but I had
to learn how to fucking do sign language and have to have the patience to let
her read my lips. She’s so damned…I don’t know, too much work? Yeah that’s it,
too much work.
Phone
rings.
I answer
it. Oh God it’s my mother.
“What mom?”
I say annoyed.
“I need to
bring Susie over, I have to go on a business errand in
“Fine,
bring her by” I say annoyed and give her the directions. I hang up with an
annoyed click. “Hey Hailie, we’re gonna have some company, okay? She’s really
special”
“How’s she
special?” she says in that cute little voice.
“She can’t
talk. I’ll have to translate everything for you okay?”
“Oh-tay” she responds. I giggle, I can’t help it she’s adorable
how’d she get such a fuck for a father?
Susie’s POV
I walk up
the house and knock, Nikki let’s me in and I sit down and wave to the little
girl. That little girl looks quite familiar, where have I seen her?
“Suzie,”
Nikki says. “Are you thirsty?”
I nod and
then smile at the little girl: I start to sign to her “What’s your name” and I
realize that she wouldn’t understand it. I think for a minute and then decide
to just wait for Nikki to come back. I take the drink and sip on the cool
liquid and then sign to Nikki, “Hey sis, what is the little girl’s name”
Nikki taps
her on the shoulder and says “Tell her your name sweetie”
“Hailie”
the little girl states matter of factly. Then it hits
me. Hailie Mathers. As in Marshall Mathers daughter, as in the rap star I
absolutely adores daughter.
Hailie
giggles and says, “She looks shocked Nikki”
“Sis?”
Nikki says. “What’s wrong?”
I sign back
to her “That is my favorite singers daughter..”
She laughs
at me, “I’d hardly call him a singer sis, he’s a foul
mouthed rapper”
Hailie
giggles and then crawls up next to me. “Susie right?”
I nod. “Will you color with me?”
I smile and
agree to and sit with her coloring.
We color
until her bedtime and then we put her to bed. Then Nik
and I talk until he comes home, I try to hightail it out of the room but Nik grabs me laughing and pulls me down next to her.
I walk in
my house and look around, there’s Nikki, Hailie must
be in…well hello there, who is this? There sitting next to Nikki is a petite
blonde with gorgeous green eyes and a nice little build to her. She looks at me
and gives a small weak smile. Oh she’s a fan, guess I’ll give her an autograph
be nice, ask Nikki to invite her back.
I smile at
her. “Hey Nikki, Hailie was good I presume?”
“Of course”
Nikki says in an annoyed tone. “A perfect angel, she liked coloring with Suze here. By the way this is my sister Susie.”
“Hi Susie,”
I extend my hand and take her small cold one in mine,
I smile and kiss the top of her hand and smile at her. She blushes and gets all
flustered, she’ll more than likely say something stupid, instead
she starts to frantically wave her hands around.
I look
confused and then Nikki starts sputtering things out in a quick random way “She
says that she absolutely loves your music, she wants an autograph and she’s
sorry she can’t talk to you but she wasn’t granted a voice with which to
speak.”
It hit’s me
this little beauty’s deaf. I smirk again and get her an autographed picture of
me and on it I scratch an email address, figuring that’s better than a phone
number. She shakes as she takes it from me and I give her a kiss on the cheek
and a hug. She shakes like a leaf then, barely able to stand, Nikki practically
carries her out of the house.
Susie’s POV
OH MY
GOD…Marshall Mathers just fucking hugged me, kissed my cheek and my hand and
gave me his …his.. EMAIL ADDRESS! I’m in heaven…but I
still can’t talk. I sigh and look dejected, like I just came down from a wonderful
high that wasn’t supposed to end.
“What’s
wrong Suzie?” Nikki asks me. What do I say? I’m in love with a man and I can’t
even tell him!
I sigh and
sign to her “I really like
“Oh please
Suzie, just because you can’t talk doesn’t mean HE won’t like you, besides you
could do better.”
“But I like
him” I sign in protest.
Wow, I
think walking up to Hailie’s room to kiss her and make sure she’s tucked in tight.
She was really pretty and she seemed sweet enough. Maybe I’ll ask Nikki to hook
us up on a date; here at my place so that she can write to me, I don’t know
sign language. I chuckle to my self and sit on Hailie’s bed.
I lean down
and give her a soft kiss on the forehead and smile at her. My
baby girl. So beautiful. So
innocent. I don’t want her deal with a fucked up life. I hope I’m doing
a damned good job of keeping her safe.
I leave her
room and go to mine, only to be haunted by thoughts of that Susie. There was
something about her. Let’s face it
~ Love Unspoken 2 ~
Susie’s POV
Man this
was a GREAT night; I met Marshall Mathers. I sigh and my sister looks over at
me as she lets me in the house.
“Stop acting
like a moron” she says. “You’re acting like a teenybopper who just met *NSYNC
or something.”
I glare at
her and run up to my room quite annoyed. I quickly turn my computer on and
connect to the web. I pin the autographed picture next to the computer and sigh
as I stare at it. Gosh, he’s so…gorgeous!
I email him
with a short little note that says “Hey, just thought I’d email you so you’d
have my email :o\ err, I don’t really know what else
to say. I’ll talk to you later.”
I quickly
click the send button before I can change my accursed mind. I then change to my
P.J.’s and crawl into my bed and look at my picture
of him one last time before killing the lights and going to sleep.
TWO WEEKS
LATER
Nikki’s POV
I just got
a phone call from the ass; he wants me to take Hailie out to the movies or
something so he can have a girl over to his house. How lovely. Jerk.
I get ready
and notice that my sister’s getting ready. “Where are you going?” I inquire,
suspiciously. “Are you gonna go see that sick fuck?”
She glares
at me and I immediately look on her computer table. There is a printout of
directions to his house and a note at top that states, “Hey you, it has been
great emailing you these past two weeks but how ‘bout we get together and have
some dinner at my place? I suggest my place so that you could maybe write on
some paper or something and we can talk, I don’t know much sign language :o\”
I glare
back at her and growl “How are you getting there?”
She signs
back to me, “I have my motorcycle and its day light, I can drive it in the day
you know that, I have a license stop being such a fucking bitch”
I growl and
storm out of the house. Doesn’t she understand I just want what’s best for her?
Oh well, let her make her own damned mistakes.
Susie’s POV
I’ve put my
blonde hair in some cute corkscrews and put on some purple eye shadow to
accentuate my eyes. They are the perfect dark emerald green and dark and light
purples both go with them. I put on a snug fitting purple top and some
semi-tattered jeans that are extra tight. Geez, if
sis saw this outfit she’d have a COW. Oh well, if he likes it that’s all that
matters.
I get on my
bike and head over there, hoping that I can make it with out too many stops to
check the directions. Gosh, I hope he really likes me, and doesn’t just want a
piece of ass.
I get
Hailie ready, start dinner and manage to put on a pair of nice jeans and a wife
beater before Nikki gets there. Wow, I’m really good. I laugh to myself and
kiss Hailie’s cheek.
“You ready
to go out sweetie?” I ask her as I wrap my arms tight around her.
“Yes
daddy,” She looks up at me questioningly “Why do I have to though?”
“’Cause I’m
having a friend over, and we’re kind of trying to work on the album and I need
peace and quiet.” I just lied to my daughter. What kind of sick fuck am I?
“Oh. Otay daddy.”
“Okay now,
you be good for Nikki. No fussing in the theater, you act is if me or mom were
there okay?”
“Whatever
daddy” she says with a slight attitude.
I smile at
her and give her a kiss on the cheek. I let Nikki in and give her the money for
the movie, plus the money that I would owe her to take care of Hailie for five
hours. She eyes me. “FIVE hours?” she says incredulously.
“Yes” I say
as if I’ve done nothing wrong. “I have to work on the album and I need at least
four hours to myself.”
“Then why
are you paying five?”
“Extra
tip,” I smirk at her. She’s such a bitch unlike her sister. “Take her to lunch,
to see Lilo and Stitch and Spirit if there’s time.”
“Whatever!”
she says and walks out with Hailie. So that’s where my angelic little daughter
has picked up attitude. Her. “You’ve got my cell phone
so yeah whatever.”
Once
they’re gone I go to check on dinner again. I can’t stop thinking about Susie;
I know I’ve become really pathetic. I haven’t even known her two weeks, well
two weeks. I smile as I think of her and finish up dinner.
All of a
sudden I hear a loud noise like a motorcycle. Fist think I think of is one of
my D12 boys. I look out the window and there she is. Oh my
gosh, she’s a biker bitch. I laugh at myself and stare at her for a
minute. Wow, she’s gorgeous.
Susie’s POV
I take off
my helmet a little annoyed that now I have a slight bit of the dreaded helmet
hair. I walk up to the door after hanging my helmet on my Harley Roadster. My
dad bought it for me when he left me. I couldn’t drive it for a good three
years, but the bike’s still like new and I like it.
I knock on
the door lightly and put on a smile when he answers the door.
“Hey,” he
drawls in the familiar
I smile and
wave at him as I walk in. The house is nice. Obviously a
bachelor who has a kid type pad. I look at him and kind of check him
out. He’s dressed kind of…nice. Not thuggish not too preppy just, kinda nice. I smile at him and wait until he beckons for me
to sit.
“Um,” he
begins. “I’m gonna get you some paper and a pen is that alright?”
I just nod
and laugh, as if I could say anything else. He realizes the absurdity of his
question and blushes. “I’m sorry.”
He gets me
the paper and pen and hands it to me, I quickly write down. “Don’t be sorry Em, you didn’t think about it, not many people do.”
He smiled
at me and sat next to me. We talked for a good thirty minutes before he took me
to eat. I giggled when I saw how much effort he had obviously put forth. He
looked at me bewildered and worried.
She’s
laughing. Oh god, something’s wrong. I didn’t put any meat out, she doesn’t eat
it. What’s wrong. “What’s so? Funny?” I ask almost
offended.
She writes
on the paper, “I just think it’s really cute how much effort you put forth
that’s all. Thank you for not putting out any meat, I appreciate it.”
She then
gives me a true genuine smile. I relax and sit with her, talking for what seems
like forever. I study her face and soon realize that I really don’t need her to
write most of the time, I can see what she wants to say from her eyes.
Such beautiful crystal clear green eyes of hers. I study her face for a good ten
minutes before she lets off a coughing noise. I blush realizing that I’ve been
caught. I smile and stammer out “W-w would you like some dessert?”
She nods
with an eager look on her face. She obviously has a sweet tooth. I get up to
get her some ice cream that I keep for Hailie. “All I got’s is chocolate. That’s
cool right?”
She nods
eagerly and hops up on the kitchen counter. Legs swinging,
and looking just as cute as a button. I get her the ice cream and a
spoon and sit across from her eating my own. We sit in silence, well, obviously,
until we both finish. “Hey, um, you wanna watch a
movie or somethin?”
To my
delight she nods. I take her into the living room and sit her down. “Let’s see
you like Wes Craven flicks?”
She looks
at me and then shakes her head, writing on a piece of paper, “Only Wes Craven
Presents Dracula 2000, I do how ever like Angel Eyes, which I see you have.”
I put it in
with a smile and then sit next to her, in case she writes something. I see her
look at me out of the corner of her eye, she’s checking me out. I’ve already
checked her out plenty. Nice firm breasts, most likely about a handful; a nice
rounded ass that looks like it would be nice to grab; cute face and a flat sexy
stomach.
Susie’s POV
Wow, he’s
so, um, perfect! He has muscled arms, not too muscled though, just enough that
I think I would feel warm and safe if he hugged me or just held me. I withhold
a sigh so that I don’t alert him to my wandering eyes checking him out. He has
a nice looking chest and a firm looking stomach, and he smells like..like . . . good. I can’t
explain it, it’s just the smell of good. I smile and
then make myself look back at the screen.
This movie
is kind of dull, I want to curl up in his arms, and I want to feel him hug me,
not watch as J Lo gets it on with some ugly fuck. Ugh! This is ridiculously
unfair. And then, like an answered prayer (or maybe it’s and answered fantasy?)
he puts his arm around my shoulders. His free hand pushes my hair out of my
eyes and stares at me. “Hey,” he says sexily. “This movie kind of sucks doesn’t
it?”
I nod and
he grabs the remote and clicks off the TV and VCR. I smile up at him sit there
somewhat nervously when he kisses my cheek. He turns my face gently and presses
his lips against my very gently. I press back as softly as possible, trying to
not let it be obvious that it’s my first kiss. He breaks the kiss and then
looks at me, “First kiss?” he gives me an indignant smirk.
I blush and
nod softly; he then cradles my face in his hands and kisses me again softly. I
scoot a little closer to him and sit there kissing him back, his warm hands on
my neck and his warm kisses on my face. I sigh against him when he moves to
kissing my cheeks and then down to my neck, moving his hands caressing my arm.
I close my eyes and put one hand in his hair, playing with his platinum colored
hair. His hands roam my sides softly and his open mouthed kisses on my neck. I
squirm to get closer to him and sigh when he pulls me closer.
I wrap my
arms around her waist and pull her a little closer. She’s so gorgeous and I
want her damn it, every little bit of her. My mouth and tongue explore her
neck, my hands run over her back, my hands grab a few
curls to play with them. She lets off a sigh and I know I must be making her
happy, so I continue. What else is there to do?
She’s
running her fingers through my hair, messing up what little hair I have, I feel
her smile against my skin as I run my hand from her back to her stomach. My
hand slides up to the other side of her neck and I run my fingers lightly over
her pale skin. She moves her hand from my hair and grabs my arm holding it
there, so that I would continue to caress her I’m assuming. I oblige her and
feel her hug me a little tighter.
I start to
suck on her neck, finding her little sweet spot; she gasps and hugs me to her
tighter. I suck on it for a good while and pull away, noting I’ve done a good
job of giving her a small mark. She smiles at me and lets me push her back, she
starts to kiss my neck and wrap around me, trying to please me, she runs her tongue over my neck as gently as possible. She
works her way to my Adam’s apple and licks it then gently sucks it. I moan and
tangle my finger in her hair and stammer out, “No marks on me sweetie, I…”
All of a
sudden she moves her mouth to my lips and kisses me, shutting me up. I stare
into her eyes and pet her hair. I slide my hand up her shirt a little and rub
her tummy softly. She stares up at me, a kind of, complete trusting look, she’s turned into putty in my hands, wow.
Susie’s POV
I stare
into his crystal blue eyes they’re cold and piercing almost. I am almost afraid
of him, but I’ve stared at those same cold, piercing, crystalline blue eyes for
four years now, they don’t frighten me, they um, intrigue me. I want to know
what’s behind them. I want to know how I can make him tick, what makes him
happy and sad and angry. I want to know these things, but I don’t know why.
He slides
his hand up my shirt, towards my breasts and I stop him. I shake my head at him
and he gives me a slightly frustrated look. I nearly shake when I realize I
could have just brought the wrath of this fine specimen of a man upon me. He
quickly gathers control of himself and nuzzles his face into my neck, laying a
couple more of those exquisite open-mouthed kisses on it.
After our
hour or so make-out session he rolls over and next to me on the huge couch and
pulls me into his arms, we’re facing each other and it’s just exquisite.
Staring into his eyes I smile at him, he’s reading my features like my best
friend does. Trying to learn to read me. I reach up
and play with his hair. He’s snagged one of my many curls and is winding it
around his finger several times. I sigh and nuzzle into him slowly.
I slowly drift
into a dreamland in his arms, feeling him wrap around me and pull me extra
close to him. I’m rudely awoken by a very angry woman shouting, “WHAT ARE YOU
DOING?”
I wake up
and sit up, pressing up on
He groaned
and looked at her. “Hailie, I didn’t know how, you . . . Would react if I had
another woman here.”
“I LIKE
Susie!” She shouts at her father. “She’s nice!”
“Okay sweetie. . .I’m sorry.”
I’m jerked
up out of the warmth and security of his arms by my sister and I look at him,
he’s got a frantic look on his face trying to figure out what to do, I pull my
arm out of my sisters grip.
I sign to
her “Leave me alone, I’m nineteen years old, I can take care of myself. We
weren’t doing anything. We were just doing what you and John do!”
I glare at
her and cross my arms. I watch as Hailie crawls into my spot. I smile at her
and tousle her hair. She smiles at me and then hits her father. “NO MORE LIES!”
she yells and then hugs him.
“Okay
sweetie,” he nods against her and hugs her tight. “You’re too smart. Nikki, I
think you need to leave.”
~ Love Unspoken 3 ~
The Next Day
Susie’s POV
I log on my
computer in the morning and there’s a message from him asking me to come over
around three, Hailie’s going to Kim’s so him and me would be alone. I grin and
email him back that I’ll definitely be there. He emails me back with in the
hour saying “I’ll have a nice lunch made and we’ll chill and maybe have some
fun”
I eye the
email suspiciously for half a second before responding with “Alright, I’ll
definitely be there”
I take a
shower and get ready. I put on a tight black baby doll tee and a short Jean
skirt. I’ll take the car that mom left, which should work. I start to do my
make-up making sure to accentuate my eyes and lips. I get in the car and leave
before Nikki can grab me and bitch me out. I arrive at his house right on time
and walk up to the door, trying to be sexy and knock.
He opens
the door and there’s that smell of good that intoxicates me so easily. I smile
up at him, a bright smile. He smiles back at me, like he has something planned.
But I blindly follow him into his house, I want to make him happy, I don’t know
why, but I do.
He takes my
hand, kisses it softly and leads me into the backyard where there is a nice
little lunch set up.
“Salad and
vegetable kabobs” he states matter-of-factly. “Along with some iced tea and
some strawberry cake for dessert”
I smile at
him in approval; he’s a genius. Besides lyrically, he’s a romantic genius. I
sit and we have a nice meal where we sit next to each other, talking. Well, me
writing him talking. I smile up at him when we’re done and lean against him. He
wraps those warm comforting arms around me and kisses the top of my head.
“I’d ask
you to swim with me, but you don’t have a suit.”
I smirk at
him and stand up and pull off my shirt and skirt revealing a black bra and
panty set, I write on a piece of paper “catch me if you can” and run off diving
into the pool. He quickly strips to his boxers and dives in after me. I giggle
and try to get away but he eventually corners me and wraps his arms around me.
“Gotcha” he
says with a smug little grin. I squirm and try to get lose. “No, no, no.”
He pulls me
close to him and kisses me softly. I sigh softly and let him hug me to him, then I take my chance and get away. I swim to the other end
of the pool and giggle at him. He swims after me, a menacing glare. I get sort
of scared by swim away anyway. He finally catches me and grips me hard. “When I
catch you, you stay where I have you, understand?” he states with a tiny shake.
I nod and
then bravely lean up and kiss him softly on the lips. He relaxes his grip and
then hugs me tight. “Lets go in side and get you out
of these wet things.”
I let him
help me out of the pool and take me upstairs. He stands me next to the bed and
unhooks my bra.
She’s just
pulled away from me. “Baby…” I start trying to calm her down. “Shhh, I’m not gonna hurt you. I promise,
I just wanna get you out of those clothes.”
I smirk at
her and she relaxes while I strip her. I eye her crotch carefully, she has a
thin strip of hair that leads to her lips and I run a finger over it and she
instinctively slaps me. I grab her hand and growl; “You don’t hit me, that’s a
quick way to land yourself OUT of my life.”
She looks
scared and looks around for a piece of paper; I gently push her on the bed. “No
protests baby. I’m not gonna hurt you I promise. I just want to have some fun
with you.”
She relaxes
although visibly scared. I kiss her softly and she melts in my hands. I slide
my tongue in her mouth and start to explore it. She pushes her tongue back,
attempting to explore my mouth; I caress her side and move my mouth from hers
to her neck. She sighs and plays with my hair. Relaxing into
my arms. She’s putty in my hands and I love it, I like the control.
I kiss down
her body and start to suck one of her nipples gently. She moans and plays with
my hair again. I keep kissing down her, open-mouthed kisses all the way down
her gorgeous milky white skin. No tan, just pure milk white skin. I move to her
little hairline and kiss over it and then over her thighs. She moans softly and
whimpers. She can’t tell me what she wants, but I like this control thing, it
feels good, so I keep torturing her, to hear her moan and feel her squirming.
I finally
lick her from her ass to her clitoris slowly, trying to torture her more. All
of a sudden she sits up a little with a cry and a moan. She likes; I gently lay
her back down and start to lick at her clit. She moans and pushes to my face,
holding my head there. I lick a little quicker and then slide two fingers
gently in her, virgin, just as I expected. I gently finger her why my tongue
works at her clit.
She moans
and comes against me and I move up her, not bothering to lick her clean. I’ll
need her juices to help me with this. I slide on top of her and push my
forearms on the bed, on either side of her head; I kiss her and say softly,
“Next time you cum princess, stare straight into my eyes okay? I like that.”
She nods
and kisses me again. I enter her slowly and push myself all the way in. I wait
a second and let her grip on me lighten up before I start to slowly move,
staring into her eyes. She stares up at me, searching my eyes obviously I kiss
her again and nuzzle her neck for a considerable time before looking back into
her eyes.
Susie’s POV
Exquisite.
Stars. Lights. Better than I
ever imagined. That is all I can say about this. Our body’s pressed against
each other, kissing each other. Sweat covering us. It was just wonderful. The
most wonderful experience I had ever had. I came with him,
squeezing him tight and I fought the urge to open my eyes and stared deep into
his ocean blue eyes. I whimpered and cried out, wishing I could call his name.
He smiled and kissed me, rolling off of me, trying not to hurt me.
I just
looked at him. And he said “good?” all I could do was nod barely. He pulled me
in his arms and kissed me softly, pulling covers over us and drifting to sleep
with me.
~ Love Unspoken 4 ~
I slowly woke
up and started immediately trying to remember what had happened the night
before. I felt her tiny body nuzzle into me and rub at my back and then I
realized. Susie, Susie and I had, well yeah, taken our relationship to the next
level. I started to untangle our legs, her tiny frame shivered when I pulled
the covers off her, I immediately pulled her into the
warmth of my arms once I got our legs straightened out. She sighed and pushed
her butt against me, spooning me. I locked my arms around her middle and pushed
my face into her hair. It smelled like strawberries, her skin like a mixture of
sugar, vanilla and sweat. It was a wonderful smell that I couldn’t get out of
my system.
I nuzzled
her naked body and caressed her stomach; she sighed softly and then started to
wake up slowly. She let off a soft groan and sat up. She looked at me and
slowly realized she was naked, she quickly wrapped the sheet around her body in
an attempt to preserve her modesty. I chuckled and took the sheet from her. “Hunny,” I began slowly. “You can’t preserve your modesty, I’ve already seen all of you.”
I kissed
her arm softly and pulled her back to me, she sighed let me take control of her
body. I noticed a slight bruise on her arm. “Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry,” I said
as I quickly realized it was from the roughness I had with her in the pool. I
kissed it softly and sat up, pulling her near to me. She looked over her
shoulder at me with a shy look and shrugged. “I shouldn’t have grabbed you so
hard” I kissed it several more times and felt her shiver a little as my hand
slid around her side to her stomach and between her legs.
She moaned
a little and leaned completely against me as I started to finger her slowly,
first with two fingers and then three. She moaned and pushed to my hand,
panting and breathing hard. I just pulled her closer and kissed on her neck. I
really like to hear those soft moans from her.
Susie’s POV
I moaned as
his hand explored my most private area. I just couldn’t help it he made me feel
damned good. He made me feel so good. Not just physically but emotionally. He
was something special. I leaned back and moaned as he slid a third finger in
and started to move his fingers slowly in and out of me. I griped at the sheets
on either side of us as his thumb pushed against my clit. I cried out and came
against his hand. I melted into his arms.
He moved
his hand from in between my legs to his mouth and licked his three fingers
clean and then kissed my cheek. He whispered in my ear, “You taste sweet
darling.” I blushed and lowered my head as he continued to whisper dirty
thoughts in my ear. He lifted me up and sat me on the floor on my knees. He
swung his feet on the ground, one leg on either side of me and gave me that
little evil smirk he had gave me the night before, just before he had stripped
me.
I never
thought any of this would happen, I just wanted to go swimming damn it. “Suck
it sweetie,” I heard him say in his sexy voice. I bit my lip and first grabbed
it in my hand gently and then explored it with the tips of my fingers. He
moaned and started to pet my hair and tangle a couple fingers in it. I slowly
slid my mouth over his dick, nervously. He moaned again and let me suck it a
few moments before pushing my head deeper on to it. I started to suck it a
little harder as he pulled my head up and down on it, I started to pick up the
rhythm and he didn’t even need to guide my head.
He moaned
and came in my mouth. I cried out as he yanked me off of his dick, causing his
cum to spray my face. I groaned a little and started to wipe it off of my face.
He smirked and stated matter-of-factly, “I wish I had a camera so I could
capture this image of you on film.”
He chuckled
and then helped me up. I licked my fingers and stared at him. This is unfair, I
wanna just say ‘I love you
I blush and
get up and trying to cover my chest.
This is
definitely why I like her. She’s modest to the end. I chuckle and pull her arms
away from around her bosom. I kissed her softly and helped her in the tub.
“Baby, you don’t need to be modest around me.” I said softly, trying to
reassure her, I climbed in the tub behind her. “I like what I see so don’t cover it up, okay?”
She nodded
and gave me a look of ‘I’ll try.’ I wonder what it’s like to live in her world.
To hear and see everything but to not be able to speak up for yourself or to even say “Hey guys, what’s up.” I wonder. I
kiss her neck softly and start to bath her slowly. I pour the water gently over
her head and wash her mane of blonde hair. I laughed as I watched it go from
board straight to slightly kinky to definitely curly. She groaned, I suppose
she realized she’d have to fix it.
I wash her
skin slowly, that milky white gorgeous skin. I kissed her neck again and buried
my face in it and sighed. She pushed back against me and giggled. I kissed her
neck again and then just held her. It was wonderful to just hold someone, and
not think that they could…
I got up
out of the tub quickly and started to dry off. She looked at me confused. And got out. “There’s some mousse stuff in Hailie’s room you
can use. She’s also got a blow dryer too. If you don’t want that there’s a hair
brush and stuff too.”
She nodded
and started to dry off. “Oh, here…”
I handed
her a pair of my work out shorts and a tee shirt. She smiled, obviously still
confused as to why I had gotten out of the tub. “I’m gonna go make breakfast,”
I snapped and went downstairs.
Susie’s POV
Did I do
something wrong? I sighed and went into Hailie’s room and dressed. I did my
hair and then came downstairs to the smell of breakfast. I smiled at the smell
of pancakes and, I snarled sausage. Must before him. I
picked up the dishes from outside and started to clean the kitchen. He stopped
what he was doing and looked at me, “What are you doing?” he asked. I found a
piece of paper and scratched, “A favor” and go back to doing the dishes.
He smiles
at me and goes back to finishing breakfast. I finish wiping the dishes down and
put them in the dishwasher. “Go sit down at the breakfast table,” he says, just
like I was his little girl. “Breakfast is almost done.”
I refused
and started to make the orange juice. He couldn’t help but laugh, “You’re a
doll.”
I smiled at
him and then sat down sipping a glass of the cold juice. We ate and he watched
me the whole time. He can be so sweet sometimes, but then like this morning…
~ Love Unspoken 5 ~
Three months into relationship
GOD! Why won’t
she go away? She’s just sitting there watching me expecting me to say something
I guess. So I do. “What the FUCK do you want? I’m trying to write here.”
Oh that’s
not good, that sounded like I was mad at her. Oh well, she’s annoying me. She
looks at me kind of startled; those beautiful crystal green eyes of hers kind
of have a shattered look to them. She wrote on a piece of paper and then handed
to me. It said in her cute perfect handwriting, “I was wondering if I could
maybe take some photographs of you working on your lyrics. I just couldn’t find
a piece of paper earlier, I’m sorry, I’ll go away if
you want.”
She started
to walk out and I sighed, “Come back here Susie, you can take some pictures of
me, just don’t get too carried away, only half an hour and then you gotta scat okay?”
She nodded
eagerly and put an egg timer on the corner of the desk and set it for half an
hour. She started to take the shots of me; she looked gorgeous doing it too.
The timer went off and I got up, quite annoyed with her and grabbed her arm and
pushed her out. “I gotta right, out.”
She giggled
and ran off with a content look on her face. I sighed and went back to writing.
I came out
an hour later frustrated with the whole writing process. Thoughts of my stupid
bitch of a mother had came up and I couldn’t handle it
anymore so I came out. I came out and there she was giggling and fussing around
with my CDs. I don’t know what happened, but seeing her play with my CDs and
listening to them drove me nuts, I lost it. I went over and grabbed her
violently and tossed her on the couch, causing her to hit her delicate ankle on
the coffee table. I went over and grabbed her hand when she covered her face,
“You FUCKING BITCH, stay OUT of my SHIT from now on!!!”
She shook
in my hands and I didn’t let up, I hit her. For the first time I hit my
delicate, beautiful, little princess. She cried out in pain.
Susie’s POV
I had
always assumed that his house was a place I could do anything I wanted. I was
listening to his Adam Sandler CD and laughing. The
next thing I know he came out and picked me up and tossed me on to the couch,
my ankle hit the table and it was sore as all get out now. I lay on the couch
and covered my face, a silly defense mechanism. He pulled my hands away and
glared at me. He yelled at me and I started to shake like a leaf. Before I knew
what was going to happen he hit me across the mouth hard. I yelped.
He hit me
three more times before I realized not to make any noise. I don’t know what I
did, so I just laid there in silence why he glared down at me. He stormed out
of the living room and went somewhere. I lay there sniffling, trying to be
quite so he wouldn’t hit me again. I had never seen him so violently angry. He
came in with an ace bandage and two bags of ice. “Here,” he said as if nothing
had happened. “Put this on your jaw.”
I took the
bag and put it on my jaw, staring at him. He wrapped my ankle carefully and put
my ankle on a pillow and the bag of ice, wrapped snugly in a towel, on top of
it. “Don’t move,” he said firmly.
He got
behind me, pushing me up a little and laid my head in his lap. I shook with
fear and he started to pet my hair and with his other hand old the bag of ice
on my jaw. “I’m sorry,” he said softly. “I just, I was frustrated I snapped. I
shouldn’t have but I did. And I’m sorry.”
I nodded
and relaxed in his grip. I love him. As sad as that is I love him. He leaned
down and kissed my forehead softly. I sighed and let him caress and love on me
the rest of the night. Good thing Hailie wasn’t here to hear my shouts and
cries. She would have woken up to see what was going on. About
I shrugged
it off like I typically did when I felt it was no big deal and lay down,
giggling when he propped my foot up on a pillow. He then crawled into the bed,
stripping he and I carefully. He then curled up next
to me holding me close.
The last
time I hit a girl like that was when I was with Kim, I knocked her smooth ass
out. Susie’s strong, she’s, real strong, she barely cried. My kinda girl, I kissed her forehead. I’ll make it up to her.
I’ll buy her a little something, I never did that for Kim cause
she deserved it when she got hit. Susie didn’t deserve this,
I was just frustrated with my mother and took it out on her. I sighed and kissed
her forehead again.
THE NEXT
DAY
I called a
florist before she got up in the morning and ordered her two dozen roses and a
teddy bear, along with a card that said, “I love you so much, please forgive me
beautiful.” I hoped that worked. The flowers arrived about two and I made her
answer the door. She giggled and took the flowers and set them on the counter.
She started to read the card and looked at me with a big grin. She came over to
me and reached for a hug, I pulled her in my arms and kissed her, “I’m sorry
gorgeous, I love you.” I said softly.
~ Love Unspoken 6 ~
Six Months Into
The Relationship
She plays
well with Hailie; they’re great together. I think Hailie really likes her and
that’s good, because I plan to keep her around for a long time. Whether she
liked it or not; We’ve had one fight since the one
where I lost it. I won the fight; I slapped her down on the ground and stormed
out. I then bought her a cute little Tigger necklace
that she wears constantly now. It looks good on her. Luckily, Hailie’s never
around when I get violent with Susie.
Susie moved
in with me and it was going really good until she told me some horrifying news.
She walked up to me and kissed me, handing me a piece of paper. I looked at it
and it said, “
She looked
at me and smiled, kissing me passionately. I hugged her to me as tight as I
could and then set about figuring out how to tell Hailie. I sat down and pulled
my princess in my lap. “I gotta tell Hailie.” I said
quietly. She looked down at me and nodded and played with my hair. I kissed
over her neck softly and hugged her close. She nuzzled into me and kissed me
softly, playing with my hair
A sudden
cry interrupted us, “EW! Daddy can’t you take that somewhere else?”
“Oh quite
you,” I said with a laugh. “Susie and I are happy that’s all.”
“Why you
happy?” the little imp inquired.
“Because
Susie’s having a baby; which means our family’s gonna
get bigger.”
“You mean
I’m gonna have a sister”
Her eyes
lit up and I smiled and nodded. “Come here precious,” I said, pulling her in my
lap with Susie. “You okay with Susie having my baby?”
“Yeah daddy, as long as I can name it!” She giggled and I kissed her
forehead and then looked up at Susie.
Susie’s POV
Wow. I’m
pregnant, with Marshall Mathers’ child, wow. Six months ago I was just
worshipping him from afar, and now I’m having his baby. Talk about utter shock.
I giggled and cuddled into him and hugged Hailie. He held us both and then we
started to laugh and goof around. Once we had finished I curled up on the couch
watching
~ Love Unspoken 7 ~
Susie’s POV
I’m three
months pregnant and I’m beginning to show a bit.
He
dedicated his newest album to his “little family”; as he sometimes liked to
call Hailie, the baby that I was expecting and me. I liked the idea and he had
a song dedicated to me on there too. Nobody really knew who I was except that I
was mentioned on the album and was pregnant. He said he was going to keep it
that way, that I was unknown. He wouldn’t let me go to any of his shows, but
instead would have them videotaped for me to watch. He had his P.A. do most of
the shopping for us, or his bodyguards would do it, who
ever was handy at the time. He liked to keep me locked in the house. I was
aloud to go a few places with him like the lake or the park. But it was always
on a weekday when he knew that not that many people would be around. I don’t
understand that, I like to go out in public I don’t want to be a hidden little
secret that nobody REALLY knows about.
I think I’m
annoying Susie. She’ll have to get over it; I like to keep her locked up in the
house. I don’t want her to leave me like so many others have done. Hailie’s
gonna leave with in the next two decades, the baby will leave in the same
amount of time. I will keep Susie around so that she can’t leave me. I will
keep her around even if I have to lock her up. Maybe I am afraid of rejection
like Proof told me the other day, but I don’t think so I just like to keep my
women under control.
She wants
to see her family; maybe I’ll bring her mom and sister to visit her next week.
I got rid of her motorcycle; she didn’t take to keenly
to that apparently it was something that her father had given her. But I talked
some sense into her telling her that it was dangerous for a mother to have a
motorcycle. Then she questioned mine and I told her that I was the man of the
house and I’d have one if I wanted one. She nodded and left the subject alone.
I love her
a lot; I really do, even though the D12 guys try to question it. Dre and I were talking the other day and he said that if I
didn’t quit locking her up like this people were going to start thinking that I
really was the way I am on the album. But I guess I am,
I’m a selfish little brat deep down. And Susie isn’t going anywhere, I got her
where I want her and that’s where she’s gonna stay.
THREE MORE
MONTHS LATER
Susie’s POV
Ugh, I’m so
damned fat. I’ve gained ten pounds since I first got pregnant and I don’t like
it.
Kim is
supposed to come over to get Hailie today and he’s in a foul mood. I answered
the door when Kim got there and she gave me a snarl as she observed my swollen belly.
“Move,” she said rudely. “Everyone knows you’re just his replacement whore you
mute bitch, now move.”
I stared at
her bewildered, this was my house she had no right to talk to me like that but
what could I say? Precisely, I couldn’t say a damned thing.
She glared
and then got all sweet and cute when Hailie came out from around the corner. “Daddy!” Hailie yelled. “Don’t cuss like that. It’s RUDE.”
I bit my
lip to keep from laughing at Hailie scolding her own father. “Sorry,” he said
softly. “It’s just that your mother was being rude to Susie here.”
“Well you
should be the bigger person daddy.”
He sighed
and hugged her and kissed her. “Give Susie a hug and kiss, the baby too.” He
said with a smile.
She came
over and hugged me and kissed me and then hugged my stomach, planting a kiss on
it. I giggled and kissed her cheek. I waved bye to her and watched her leave.
I nodded to
show I understood and then tugged his sleeve so that he’d sit next to me. He
did. I wrapped around him and he around me. He rubbed at my stomach, caressed
my cheek and kissed me. “I love you,” He said softly. “I love you a lot.”
I smiled
and lifted his shirt a little. I traced on his stomach an ‘I’, a ‘heart’ and a
‘You’. He smiled at me and played with my hair.
I like when
she does stuff like that. She can’t talk so she does things that are sweeter
and that a person who had the ability to talk would never really think of
doing. I kissed her forehead and the purposed the idea we go upstairs to lie
down. She nodded against me and I lifted her up and took her upstairs. She
wasn’t much heavier to carry she was just a little bit more awkward to carry. I
chuckled to myself and laid her down on the bed and curled up next to her,
rubbing her tummy. She smiled and we ended up drifting to sleep together.
THREE MORE
MONTHS LATER, JULY FIFTEENTH.
Susie’s POV
Ouch. What
in the name of holy freak was that? I cry out when I realize it was my first
contraction and
I sniffle and
grip the counter hard. He looks at me. “Okay,” he begins. “Calm down, it’s
gonna be okay. Let’s get you in the car. Okay? Hailie go get the duffel bag out
of the closet. Set it by the door and grab the stuffed Tigger
and pillow too, okay?”
Hailie nodded
and did as she was asked.
He got the
bag from the front of the house, locked up and put all the stuff in the back
seat. Hailie crawled in and
My second
child is fixing to be here in a matter of hours. Oh gosh this is wonderful.
Susie doesn’t look too happy and Hailie looks tired, well I don’t blame her it
is almost her bedtime. I sigh and finally get them there after what seems like
an hour or two, stupid fucking
I get Susie
in there and the nurses take us up to the private room. I start to help as best
I can to get Susie sat up. “Mr. Mathers,” the nurse began firmly. “Please sit down, I have to get the monitoring things set up. Miss, will
you be taking an epideral?”
“No,” I
stated. “She won’t.”
“Sir, I
really think…”
“We’ve
discussed it ma’am. Susie won’t be taking the epidural.”
The nurse
sighed, quite annoyed and went back to setting Susie up. Susie looked at me
with a look that said, “I hurt sweetie.”
Once that
stupid bitch of a nurse was out of the way and immediately grabbed Susie’s hand
and kissed her. Hailie came over and crawled up on the other side of the bed
next to Susie. “Susie,” Hailie asked softly. “Is the baby coming?”
Susie
nodded and smiled at her. “Cool,” Hailie responded. “Is it gonna be a boy or a
girl?”
Susie
looked at me and I said, “Well the doctor said that it was gonna be a little
girl.”
Hailie
nodded and then crawled off the bed and went to the chair in the corner and sat
down. I watched over Susie for what seemed like hours. Susie let a single tear
slide down her cheek after one of the more painful contractions. I wiped her
tear away and then kissed her cheek. “Shh,” I said
softly. “It’s okay baby, it’s gonna be okay.”
After about
another hour of waiting Susie got a weird look on her face and hit the call
button for the nurse. “What?” the nurse said quite annoyed.
“I think my
darling is trying to tell you that the baby’s coming. So get your fucking ass
in here and take CARE of it.”
“Fine!” she
snapped back.
“Stupid bitch.” I grumbled. Thank gosh Hailie’s asleep that’s all I would need is her
to start bitching about me about my cussing habit.
The nurse
came in and lifted the blanket, revealing that the baby was indeed coming. She
sighed and helped to get it out as Susie pushed. The baby ended up laid on the
blanket a few moments later. The nurse cut the cord and took the baby to weigh
her and clean her off quickly. I smiled at the little girl.
“Hey bro?”
I heard from the door. “Am I late?”
“Yes Nate, you’re about six minutes late.”
I laughed
at my brother and then took the baby when the nurse brought her over. I smiled
and looked at Susie. “Suze, it’s our baby girl, she’s
adorable”
Susie
smiled and reached for her. I set the baby carefully into Susie’s arms and then
kissed Susie softly on the forehead. Susie closed her eyes and held the baby
close. Our little angel weighed in at five pounds and four ounces. She was born
at
“UNCLE
NATE!” Hailie cried as she woke up and saw him. I laughed and turned to Susie.
“Whatcha wanna name her?” I
asked her. “Um, how about, Crystal Angel?”
She
snarled. Okay that’s out. I laughed, “Yeah that did kinda
suck. How about Angel Rose?”
She snarled
again. I couldn’t help but laugh at the face she gave me. “Okay, okay, does
Sarah Nicole Mathers work?”
She nodded
eagerly. I knew she’d like that cause she had wrote
that in her journal. I smiled and kissed her softly.
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